“I won’t dance, don’t ask me …”

I spent years in Ballet.  Then my chest grew and my legs didn’t and the teachers “guided” me to “other” choices.  I then spent years doing Jazz and Modern.  I’m a big girl who isn’t built like a dancer, but I can move.  I was good, if not particularly svelte.  I felt good about what I could do.  Then I tried Tap.  And failed.  Wildly.  So I gave it up.  Years later I discovered Bellydance.  Dancing barefoot and shaking all those things one held tight and firm in other dance styles was freeing.  Again, I got to a point where I felt fairly good about what I could do.  But the thing about Tap always nagged.  I’m not one to give up.  So here I am, decades later, trying Tap again.  And I suck.  But that’s okay.  I am at a point in my life where it is okay to struggle.  I’m sticking with it for as long as it takes.  Will check back if I ever get the basic moves down!